new month but starts with bad mood =(

It's been kinda a long time I never write anything in this notes, some times I feel need to share lots of things but no one to talk to and no where share... I've decided to more often write this notes coz I realize I can be all out and be fearless in this blog.

Hope u all enjoy any of my writings, who ever out there.....

August.... I really hope this month will be a good month for me, I'm not saying the other 7 months were not good, but for me they not good enough for me..:(

I wish I can turn a new chapter of my life this month.. I just have my baptism (FYI). So in term of that I'm newly born in Jesus. But I wish I have new life in my real world.

Things were going just fine from the beginning of this month until this early night, I just read one of the mail in my spam box. And it received from one company that I applied for and I really really really wish I can work there and be a part of them. But the truth says differently, long story short, I was rejected from my application.

I know it just sound clice and boring, but I really pray for this job and I really wish for this one. I was in such a good mood until I read the letter. Fcuk..:( I hate it but people says life must go on and so do I..

It's only the fifth day of August. Hope the rest EF days will be just as fun and good as I wish to..

So sorry for the complaints I always made. Seems I have never get enough..
Pray for me and my future..

Wish a good month ahead peeps.. How do August treats u so far, guys?

J . D . K